The mind complicates, the heart and soul simplifies.
When I asked myself ‘what do I want and who do I want to be?’ my mind scrambled to find images and thoughts and ideas to answer the questions, settling on none, and then it went blank.
For a moment I didn’t even have thoughts in my head, just sound, vision; senses.
I observed the room, I listened, I smelled the leather of my notebook and incense ash, I tasted the coffee after-taste on my tongue, and I felt the keyboard under my fingers.
My 6th sense suddenly communicated. My 6th sense knew what I wanted.
I want now, now is perfect. I want to be all of me, now.
Emptied and full. Present, now.
Like a blank canvas, continuously being painted and returned back to it’s blank state over and over.
A blank canvas in a perfect blank moment.